Things change living in a city like this, especially with what we all have to do every couple of weeks. Guess it would be kinda hard to avoid catching feelings for someone.
Haha, well I guess being well stocked comes in handy. Sometimes I want to drink in my own place instead of blowing money at the bar. You're definitely welcome to it.
i dont even have female friends normally i just have guy friends and theyre all ten years older than me and i hang around as one of the guys and im happy
and ive killed about 10x the amount of people ive befriended in my life so usually people leave me alone because im pretty well known for that
but he was so fuckin nice trish and i didnt feel like a boy and he understood where i was comin from because he was a street kid too but thats because he's a stupid kid that doesnt kno he shouldnt make friends with some murderer and neither should roxy and i should have just stayed in my apartment so i wouldnt end up a shitty friend auuuugh
do you think i probably should move out or maybe just not talk to him anymore i dont want to even talk to him because i feel like im a horseshit of a friend as it is i think ill just do that
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
where is kaiman when i need him that piece of shit if he just stayed by my side like hes supposed to i wouldnt ever have this happen i dont lose track of myself or my feelings when hes nearby me i need my other half so badly trish i miss him. so. badly. i finally got him back and i think just. losing him again has made me a total wreck
ugh
sorry im just
flipping my shit
ill just come over im hurting my fingers doing this
Well, come over and we'll talk more when you get here. Maybe pack a bag for a few days if you want, you definitely need another break. I'll head out and grab the pizza.
Try not to beat me to my own house, okay?
[And she's off to get said pizza, extra cheesy loaded with meat and olives. Hell maybe even two, if they're in for the long night she thinks they will be.]
trust me this isnt me as a mess i just dont know what to do and i am just
not prepared for this situation
yeah ill do that im sorry beforhand for laying on your floor eating pizza and using your kitchen for work
i make no promises
[ Nikaido is so full of confused, self-loathing energy that its either power her way to Trish's or thump her head on the wall for a few minutes and she doesn't want to disturb her roommate.
[She catches her device going off sometime but she doesn't reply, she'd be back home soon enough to talk to Nikaido anyway.
So when she heads back with two boxes of pizza and another bottle of booze just in case in her hands and spots Nikaido she just smiles. She chuckles as she heads over, juggling the items she's holding to pull her keys out of her back pocket to toss over to her friend.]
So you did beat me back here. Mind getting the door open for me?
[ Nikaido flashes a smile and then sighs and puts a hand on her head like she's suddenly been struck by a headache.
She hates this place. It's too jarring no matter what she does. ]
Yeah, I can get it.
[ She catches the keys and unlocks the door in one fluid motion before traipsing inside, kicking off her sneakers and flopping onto the floor, rolling over just once so she's clear of the doorway. ]
Alright. Found my spot. I'm just gonna fucking stay here til I take root in the carpet, alright? Just step over me, you won't even notice I'm here.
[Trish's first priority is to place the steaming boxes of pizza and whiskey bottle on the counter before she ends up dropping them. She might be a demon, and far from clumsy by any means, but hot pizza is hot pizza and she only has two hands. Second is closing her door, tossing her keys in the direction of her couch and making sure it's locked. It's a habit, even though she's used to doors being broken down instead of broken into.
Which brings her to the third important thing, which is currently laying on her floor. Trish just looks down at her with a sigh, hands on her hips. Where to start.]
Oh no, you come over you at least gotta sit on the couch. Besides, if I didn't want to notice you would I have gone out for food? [She prods her side with a boot before taking them off and heading into the kitchen.] So, what's your poison of choice tonight. I figure you deserve the really good stuff.
[ She sighs, looking up at Trish with a look that says Do I really have to? before she sits up slowly and rubs her neck. ]
Alright, only because I'm a guest.
[ She gets herself up off the floor and walks over to the couch. ] I feel like I walked out of a bad movie. Can you explain why I have to deal with this even though I'm so far from being human now? If I can't be human, I shouldn't have to feel these things, especially now.
Thanks... I'll drink the whiskey. Remind me to pay you back.
[She can handle many a thing after being around Dante long enough, but she'd be a bad person if she just let her lay there after the talk they'd had so far.]
I think you meant because we're friends, and it's more comfortable anyway remember?
[Even if the last time Nikki was over it was a return to civilization gone astray thanks to the twelve, but it was just what happened in this place right. She comes out soon enough with a box of pizza in one hand and two glasses filled with the dark alcohol in the other, setting them on the table in front of the couch.]
Don't worry about it, what else am I going to spend the money I make from work on in this place. But you didn't come here to offer to buy me more booze. [She offers Nikki her glass before picking up her own for a drink when she sits down.] You know, there's a guy I know who sometimes gives me far too much credit who would think sometimes even demons can be like humans. I guess feelings count as part of that too.
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Things change living in a city like this, especially with what we all have to do every couple of weeks. Guess it would be kinda hard to avoid catching feelings for someone.
Haha, well I guess being well stocked comes in handy. Sometimes I want to drink in my own place instead of blowing money at the bar. You're definitely welcome to it.
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i dont even have female friends normally i just have guy friends and theyre all ten years older than me and i hang around as one of the guys and im happy
and ive killed about 10x the amount of people ive befriended in my life so usually people leave me alone because im pretty well known for that
but he was so fuckin nice trish and i didnt feel like a boy and he understood where i was comin from because he was a street kid too but thats because he's a stupid kid that doesnt kno he shouldnt make friends with some murderer and neither should roxy and i should have just stayed in my apartment so i wouldnt end up a shitty friend auuuugh
do you think i probably should move out or maybe just not talk to him anymore i dont want to even talk to him because i feel like im a horseshit of a friend as it is i think ill just do that
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
where is kaiman when i need him that piece of shit if he just stayed by my side like hes supposed to i wouldnt ever have this happen i dont lose track of myself or my feelings when hes nearby me i need my other half so badly trish i miss him. so. badly. i finally got him back and i think just. losing him again has made me a total wreck
ugh
sorry
im just
flipping my shit
ill just come over im hurting my fingers doing this
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Well, come over and we'll talk more when you get here. Maybe pack a bag for a few days if you want, you definitely need another break. I'll head out and grab the pizza.
Try not to beat me to my own house, okay?
[And she's off to get said pizza, extra cheesy loaded with meat and olives. Hell maybe even two, if they're in for the long night she thinks they will be.]
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not prepared for this situation
yeah ill do that im sorry beforhand for laying on your floor eating pizza and using your kitchen for work
i make no promises
[ Nikaido is so full of confused, self-loathing energy that its either power her way to Trish's or thump her head on the wall for a few minutes and she doesn't want to disturb her roommate.
So off she goes as well. ]
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So when she heads back with two boxes of pizza and another bottle of booze just in case in her hands and spots Nikaido she just smiles. She chuckles as she heads over, juggling the items she's holding to pull her keys out of her back pocket to toss over to her friend.]
So you did beat me back here. Mind getting the door open for me?
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She hates this place. It's too jarring no matter what she does. ]
Yeah, I can get it.
[ She catches the keys and unlocks the door in one fluid motion before traipsing inside, kicking off her sneakers and flopping onto the floor, rolling over just once so she's clear of the doorway. ]
Alright. Found my spot. I'm just gonna fucking stay here til I take root in the carpet, alright? Just step over me, you won't even notice I'm here.
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Which brings her to the third important thing, which is currently laying on her floor. Trish just looks down at her with a sigh, hands on her hips. Where to start.]
Oh no, you come over you at least gotta sit on the couch. Besides, if I didn't want to notice you would I have gone out for food? [She prods her side with a boot before taking them off and heading into the kitchen.] So, what's your poison of choice tonight. I figure you deserve the really good stuff.
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Alright, only because I'm a guest.
[ She gets herself up off the floor and walks over to the couch. ] I feel like I walked out of a bad movie. Can you explain why I have to deal with this even though I'm so far from being human now? If I can't be human, I shouldn't have to feel these things, especially now.
Thanks... I'll drink the whiskey. Remind me to pay you back.
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I think you meant because we're friends, and it's more comfortable anyway remember?
[Even if the last time Nikki was over it was a return to civilization gone astray thanks to the twelve, but it was just what happened in this place right. She comes out soon enough with a box of pizza in one hand and two glasses filled with the dark alcohol in the other, setting them on the table in front of the couch.]
Don't worry about it, what else am I going to spend the money I make from work on in this place. But you didn't come here to offer to buy me more booze. [She offers Nikki her glass before picking up her own for a drink when she sits down.] You know, there's a guy I know who sometimes gives me far too much credit who would think sometimes even demons can be like humans. I guess feelings count as part of that too.