i dont even have female friends normally i just have guy friends and theyre all ten years older than me and i hang around as one of the guys and im happy
and ive killed about 10x the amount of people ive befriended in my life so usually people leave me alone because im pretty well known for that
but he was so fuckin nice trish and i didnt feel like a boy and he understood where i was comin from because he was a street kid too but thats because he's a stupid kid that doesnt kno he shouldnt make friends with some murderer and neither should roxy and i should have just stayed in my apartment so i wouldnt end up a shitty friend auuuugh
do you think i probably should move out or maybe just not talk to him anymore i dont want to even talk to him because i feel like im a horseshit of a friend as it is i think ill just do that
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
where is kaiman when i need him that piece of shit if he just stayed by my side like hes supposed to i wouldnt ever have this happen i dont lose track of myself or my feelings when hes nearby me i need my other half so badly trish i miss him. so. badly. i finally got him back and i think just. losing him again has made me a total wreck
ugh
sorry im just
flipping my shit
ill just come over im hurting my fingers doing this
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i dont even have female friends normally i just have guy friends and theyre all ten years older than me and i hang around as one of the guys and im happy
and ive killed about 10x the amount of people ive befriended in my life so usually people leave me alone because im pretty well known for that
but he was so fuckin nice trish and i didnt feel like a boy and he understood where i was comin from because he was a street kid too but thats because he's a stupid kid that doesnt kno he shouldnt make friends with some murderer and neither should roxy and i should have just stayed in my apartment so i wouldnt end up a shitty friend auuuugh
do you think i probably should move out or maybe just not talk to him anymore i dont want to even talk to him because i feel like im a horseshit of a friend as it is i think ill just do that
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
where is kaiman when i need him that piece of shit if he just stayed by my side like hes supposed to i wouldnt ever have this happen i dont lose track of myself or my feelings when hes nearby me i need my other half so badly trish i miss him. so. badly. i finally got him back and i think just. losing him again has made me a total wreck
ugh
sorry
im just
flipping my shit
ill just come over im hurting my fingers doing this